Posts tagged ‘heartache’


How can you miss what was never yours?
I feel you sometimes, you know.
I don’t know how you got so far under my skin,
Yet I know that you’re a part of me now.
The troubled state of my soul
Rests on visions of you.
Once you felt more real, but now
I watch you return to the mists.
Will you return?
Please, don’t be gone long.
I’ll miss you every second.
I hope you know, my heart
Is in your hands,
Hoping fervently….
You may not know,
I understand.
I hope one day, you will.


A Letter to the World

Attention, People of the World,

You are not half a person, you are merely imperfect.  You will never be perfect.  You are not broken, and you don’t need to be fixed.  You may be flawed, but so are the rest of us.  When you are willing and able to accept your own flaws, you will be able to accept flaws in others.  When you can love yourself, you will be loved by others.  If you feel you must search for your other half, look inside yourself.  That is the only place you will find it.  To find your whole self, you must confront the fear and darkness within yourself.  Some things you can change, but others you must learn to accept.  Know your darkness, and learn to love it.

Breaking Free [Car Diary]

I’m not up for
Another round of
Dragging my heart
On the ground
While you sleep sound
In your fantasy
With or without me
Now I’m
Breaking free.

Masochism [Car Diary]

My heart’s already broken
Bleeding on the floor
You hold the knife–
Still, I’m begging you for more

And so you ask the question
“Just how much can you take?”
I know that I should leave,
But instead say, “Let it break…”